I did it again I came in stumbling I can't speak out so I end up mumbling. I slammed the door so hard the pictures fell I hate myself so much I want out of this Hell. I can't see in the dark so I trip over the couch I start cursing at it before I can say ouch. I tear up whatever is in my way I don't care if you go or if you stay. By the time I get to the hallway the house is a mess I don't care anymore I have enough stress. I see you lying there in the bed alone I come at you like a cyclone. "Get up out of this bed, go clean this house." as I grab you hard, tearing your blouse. You try to get up but, I stomp off in a rage go to the closet and grab my 12 gauge You are crying so loud but, I don't hear a sound until the gun let's off a single round. I am shocked by the noise, I drop the gun in a hurry I stumble to the bed but, my vision is still blurry. You aren't moving, "my God what have I done?" "What the hell made me so mad to pick up that gun?" Standing there in tears I scream,"baby I didn't mean it." " I drank too much, I love you, the beer made me do it." I put my hand to your face to see if your breathing I can't see too clearly but, I don't see you bleeding. I reach in my pocket and pull out my phone I call 911 and give them the address to my home. The cops soon arrive you haven't moved at all I let them in and stand with my back against the wall. They tell me,"Sir come in here, we really need to talk." I don't know how I didn't fall since I still could barely walk. My eyes dart open and I grasp for a breath of air I yell your name when I see you sitting there. The cops put handcuffs on me and say I'm going to jail "You're lucky you didn't **** her,you might get out on bail." "Baby, I love you madly, I would never want you to die." She looked at me in my face and said "I love the way you lie." Now my wife has moved to a location that I am not to know they say I'll be out of prison in a few years, I'm really hoping so. So, I sit here everyday and think of her while in my cell I thought my life was bad before now I really am in Hell.
prompt: Eminem and Rhianna's song Love The Way You Lie