What the hell am I doing here?
What the hell am I STILL doing here?

It feels like a dream.
Walking
Talking
Laughing without a second thought
Socializing
None of it feels real.

What happens when reality feels like a dream?
What happens when you're just dying to wake up?
I don't know how to deal with this never-ending pit of monotony!

I want to wake up
I want to find the place I belong
I want to find the goals I hope to achieve
I want to stop living in a blanket of obliviousness and nothingness

I want to live...