missing you like I miss my left hand; it's not right. wishing you were within reach of my ladder but that'll never come true. 'cause of a pedestal or distance? most likely the former not the latter. this'll probably not make mush sense but ever since I saw your eyes, everything went from being about dollars and cents to nonsense. I don't understand you're willingness to want to stand under this dim light of uncertainty. wish you'd let me warm your heart to show you the way home. I'm so far gone