I can't remember

I can't remember
the last time I felt love

I can't remember
my best memory
my happiest moment

I can't remember
the last time the chains didn't bind me
keeping me attached to my fears
the monsters, I am their prisoner

I can't remember
when the blood stopped spilling
the fresh skin took it's place
leaving a mark behind
never to be forgotten, not gone from my mind

I can't remember
the last person to notice
to ask
to worry

I can't remember
feeling whole
being complete

I can't remember
the last meal I ate

I can't remember.