Clouded formation of inner color control mechanism System synesthesia pulsing eyes and dull surroundings Float in gently woven tapestries that make the atmosphere Dig into a solidified and nullified enigma Decisions though no comprehension brought to life like a golem The line that I cross between focused and lost has me open Smooth and calm status accepted and enjoyed Fellow interlocutors debate and compare wisdom Rowdy and open to suggestion, I share freely Less inclined to anxious thoughts Like spiders creeping in the dark Mysterious and unfamiliar persons are simply characters As I weave a tale after my own interests Nothing to fear in a world where I am capable My guests are strewn about The ruckus scattered and cluttering Thumping walls of a thought tank desperate Hydrate-Revive-Rejuvenate Rebuild by burning like a forest fire Cycles become me sadly