Help me up
as you push me down

listen to me
with your deafened ears

look at me
through your blinded eyes
hold me down

while I try to fly

Away 

from the confusion

and desperation

of being 
without you


Shove me away
So you can catch me
as I fall

into the
painless
oblivion 

of finally 
getting 
over

you....


You catch me

before I let go

because

you want to watch

as I tear myself to peices

with all the hate

and regret

I bury deep inside

You watch

as I destroy myself

because of what 
you’ve done to me...


But thats alright...

I deserve it.

He doesn’t.



You pretend to love me

so you can hurt me

that much more


You pretend you want me

as if 
I even
cross your mind...



Different worlds

Different languages

I dont know 
what its like

where you come from

but here
breaking my heart

over and over

is not a game

because
I am not 
stuck

in oblivion 

any longer

I am here

and I 
can feel

The pain

of rejection...



Love is overreated anyways...