Sometimes
confusion
is pain
the regret
loss
undefined
all my feelings
crushed together
into a fiery ball of agony
burning
in the middle of
my heart

sometimes
confusion
is an escape
the lonliness
and hurt
of rejection
lost
in the rush
of feelings
images
sounds
the pain in my legs as i run
almost blocks out
the pain
that is within

almost...

confusion
i hear
everything
and
nothing
tears blur my vision
but no one see’s
i can run away from him
but I cannot escape the fire
burning away
its hurts
but maybe
it will burn
the feelings
turn the sadness and jealousy
to ash

looking down
seeing everything
but at the same time
seeing nothing
how can I feel so much
when no one else
can feel a thing...