Trapped
between reality and pretence

I don’t understand
how both

can hurt this bad
A fire burning
Turning me to ashes
from the inside out
but thats alright

I deserve it

and I know
I cannot escape this
the hurt
fear
and regret
fester in my soul
leaving an empty pit
where love once was
where love
will never be again
Now
its too late
The walls have come
crashing down
swallowing me
as the darkness within
finally breaks free
and I could apologise
But
Nothing
I can say
will mend the tear
in the fabric of the universe
Nothing

Except the one thing
I cannot say
Because
I
don’t
lie....
Or I would be
Just like you
And, trust me, I
would rather
die....

And so now

I am trapped
Hopelessly

I know there is no way out
But that wont stop me from trying
I wont give up

There has to be another way
Because I cant 
stay trapped
between
reality and
pretence
forever...