we wished as children to hold some sort of power: to be remarkable, special, vital. we created worlds in which we reigned supreme, we could have anything, do anything, be anything. we got lost in the homes we made in our heads; the supernatural world followed us into our sleep. we cast our ties to reality into the void and became our dreams, our lies. we believed in our new-found independence; i lost faith in god. we found found ourselves: we were gods.