I try to crumple them,
and tear them apart,
trying to quench the flame inside,
but do the sparks still light?
is there kindling some where deep in the abyss?
Hadn't i ridden them from this place?
I'll drown these feelings,
but you never allow that,
and drag me back to the surface,
They'll choke on the smoke,
but you fan the smoke away from me,
Yet you never give me an answer,
"do you Like me back? Or is this one-sided?"
You laugh and show me kindness,
only to yell at me later.
no matter how many letters I give you on last days of school,
You still reply with silence,
you hugged me,
danced with me,
make my heart beat with kind words,
yet, you'll never give me my answer,
tell me!
silence can't be an answer.
You always fall for the pretty girls,
who mostly turn out to be mean to everyone,
and break your fragile heart,
I want to mend it,
the more it breaks,
the more they steal your smile away from me,
The smile that is a sun of bright happiness,
I'm mad at them for that,
but you care about them,
so I'll never do anything,
expect wish for your gaze,
your words,
but not your feelings,
I guess these feelings still live,
after all the tears,
I'll hide them,
I'll plunge them into darkness,
and forget their existence,
Who are you?
oh, my past.
Good Bye, my unforgiving love,
I can't miss you,
I won't allow myself to.