i could describe the sensation as wringing, but in truth, the motion is more like milking. Sometimes in the morning there are hands in my chest and instead of milking, they wring to the tune of old peony lotion and your face in disassembled machine parts, brief instances that belong nowhere (but existed once) and maybe I fabricate you but the hands keep reaching and wringing, cording me through the loops in their fingers, unforgiving in their job.