Theres a voice in ny head saying sinner your a sinner. I try to cut it off try to **** it, not to feel it. It follows me constandly even in my dreams. Its getting worse like a curse I dread its screams.
I sometimes find myself arguing in the street. Like a crazy person, tripping on ****.
Its a virus in my memory that I cant seem to debug. The only resort I have come to find Is keeping myself locked up inside.