my self-esteem is lower than it has been
and my thighs feel bigger than usual
even though I'm eating less,
I blame you
both of you

I'm finding it awfully difficult to put my thoughts into words
and sentences and phrases
they all come out as fragments lacking detail and persistence

you're something
something I can't figure out
you're something great?
no, you're not great
you're normal you're just a person
you're something I guess
just something

did you like it when I stopped glorifying you
I took you off that pedestal

you're just so
I can't explain you at all

what was her name again
oh
andrea
andrea, I feel bad for andrea
I feel bad for you too
but mostly andrea