You see you were very toxic
But I did not know.
You see I was very niave and innocent.
You were my everything and I was               completely madly in love.
You didn't feel the same apparently.
You left without saying goodbye.
I miss you.
I saw you everyday for a year but ignored you.
I finally got over you.
I don't miss you anymore.
I was done with getting hurt.
You came back.
You want me again.
You do the worst things to me.
I told you I wanted you again.
I don't and I'm lying to you about my feelings.
I'm not sure why, maybe I want to hurt you like you did me or maybe I just want you to be happy. Maybe I want to know what you felt like when you were doing it to me.
Or I could just be a heartless ***** because of what you did to me.
It's funny how the roles were reversed