My beating heart, torn to shreds
beats only for you.
Once you were,
the reason for its beat.
now you are the reason,
for its agonizing defeat.
How can one muscle,
hold on so long.
even when from my sight,
you have forever gone.
Tears have dried,
but my heart still bleeds.
Every moment from which
you are missing,
I feel myself tearing.
Falling, lost, wondering.
two as one we were,
connected in mind, heart,
essence.
Estranged my soul now is.
wondering forever it calls
to the half so brutally torn.
Its tattered arms wave,
reach, stretch,
attempt closure to the
immeasurable.
Seared, scorched, beaten
faithful to the end.
It will carry on.
My beating heart, torn to shreds.
JCM 11/10/10