Here we go. Well, here i go. Slowly swaying waiting for the arm to fall on 12. It's just another day. Nothing to get excited about. Around 3 a.m it started to rain. And everything became dull like a once hyperactive dog in its dying days. The ceiling white with brown stains. How'd that get there? I slowly get up, get dressed, brush teeth, eat, and smoke. I stand by the door, waiting. Waiting for a miracle. But it never comes. So out I step into the pouring rain. I'm not ready for this. I don't want to face my demons.