i miss loving you
even if
you never loved me
in return
i miss imagining
a future with us
and i miss having
my heart broken
by you
i miss you making me feel
on top of the world
and under it
at the same time
i miss all your characteristics
like the sound of your voice
and the feeling of your skin
on mine
i just really miss
everything about you
that made you
who you are
and made me love you
more than i
have ever loved
myself

a.n.