Should I , go through ? I want it bad enough Yet the battle to tell would be tough. I imagine the greatness but if i go through would it be fun and games or just a right down shame, a cry out for help with a whimper. Just the thought of a bad outcome makes me shiver, I feel so cold but the certain thought makes some people hot. Their use to the unknown outcome that i urn for but i am most definitely soon to learn.