feel so cold, nothing seems real feel like i used to feel when the wheels in my head stopped going forward went backwards instead so many things in my head that shouldnt be there shouldnt be anywhere
mabye inside the mind of some poor ******* that couldnt find his way through life clawing, knawing, at his own bones all the while thinking of home mind wandering like mine does all the time quoting some line from a film or a song
convincing yourself thers some hidden meaning in it for why your life died and went so badly wrong and turned to ****
feel so lonely, if only someone could take my pain away pain visited me such a long time ago and stayed feel lost, feel the cold frost of life sending a chill down my spine feel numb feel like i want to strike out at anyone and anything feel like my body isnt even mine
stare past my window far far away, eyes stray eyes discuise, the person behind the mask
eyes lie mask wears me like a second skin mask hides the people that are within my head today my mask will be; don, dedus, donna mabye someone else instead feel frightened feel like i just want to be held in the arms of someone that can keep me safe keep me out of my own hell thats in my confused mind
feel like my barbedwire thoughts are so kind, feel blind unable to see even me feel like i wasnt conceived unable to believe i even exist
in this manifestation cold invitation of an existance , that is my life feel like i want my wife, to sort out my life
feel like i cant feel feel like i want to strip the skin from my bones feel like i want to go home feel cold, so very cold, feel old feel alone