I want too many things,
glittering, dazzling things,
that catch my eyes,
and makes me pause in awe,
I always used to say, and do still to this day,
"I want a mansion, I want beautiful dresses, to be treated like a princess, to have people like me, to have so many things that will rarely come."
Amusement park trips cost too much?
And it's selfish to ask for undeserved kindness from others,
"your so annoying, a nuisance, an accident, a problem."
I don't want to be in anyone's way,
so I'll fade into a shadow,
the one no one notices in the back of the room,
I'll watch others and make them happy from what I can do,
I don't want to be a selfish brat,
I don't matter anyway.
All I can do is make others happy,
when ever I do something for myself,
I become the villain in their life,
but all I want is to make both of us happy; me and them.