On this gentle seafront I stand
Waiting
I don't know why
I don't know what I feel
I'm staring at the ocean

Calming
I feel the wind
Calming
I can breath
Calming

I like this place
I'm starting to feel something
I feel so alive here
My chest starts aching
But then
I hear their voices
The ones that helped me through so much
The ones that kept me here through all these years
Chasing away my fears and making me see light in windowless rooms

First it's the blue one
I used to be her but now I'm someone else
She smiles at me and holds out her hand
I take it
Smiling more then I ever have before
Ever
I look behind us again and what I see makes my heart feel like exploding
In the best possible way
I see them all

The white one
the grey one
the red one
the black one
the brown one
the green one
the purple one
the ones of no colour
and the ones of many

All of them smiling at me and I can feel myself about to cry

in the best possible way

But right here

The blue one is next to me

And she's my favourite