Can't hold it in anymore-
The frustration, the indecision...
The secret from him.
If he never finds out,
If he never knows...
My feelings for him will have been in vain.
Pointless.
Keeping the secret in a close circle;
Keeping the secret from him...
But not for long.
Telling him...
Revealing the feelings...
It can't be forced, rushed.
And maybe,
Just maybe, I have a chance.