I miss the frozen air skimming the tilted surface & pelting my bearded-face with granular rock as my snot drips solidly afixed between my red nose & blue lips, these stinging eyes gazing upward into the blackest of nights, an hypoxic-mind trying to count stars, stay focused on my brick feet while thinking of you, lying so sweetly in the comforts of a huge warm bed, a mountain of sheets, your skin on fire.