Teach me how to sleep without dreaming of you,,,

Teach me how to be awake without thinking of you,,,

Teach me how to exist without wanting to be part of your life,,,

Teach me how to be an individual human that no longer seeks your surround,,,

Teach me how to laugh even though I know, we can no longer meet in reality.

I have been locked inside my dreams and fantasies because it is the only place I could see your pretty face smiling at my despicable face.

I miss you; but you are so far away to hear.