Sometimes in the summer, I walk down to the empty part of my neighborhood at dawn. there, vacant lots stretch their dry-grass-legs and recline on the hillsides, napping. they, the part of the American dream that you always forget about when you finally wake up, are the unwanted kin of proud homes. by a storm drainage lake, brown with algae, I take a seat on a rusted guardrail and as I look across the water, hypoxic and still for a moment transforming into fool's gold before my eyes, as if Midas has crested the horizon, I feel the gaze of my transcendental father, and wonder why I'm able to feel at peace.