Everything must have been a dream,
because this became seems too unreal.
It was your love I had a wish to redeem,
and it was my heart you seemed to steal.
Maybe you don't quite grasp,
just how hard for you I fell.
Well you're free from me at last,
and I'm trapped within a cell.
All the memories,
all the joy.
Over time your love began to freeze,
and it turns out I was just some other boy.
I hate how I love you,
I wish it would pass.
You think I'd get a clue,
now my heart is more fragile than glass.
I desperately need your touch,
even though it would hurt.
I still love you oh so much,
yet to you I must be lower than dirt.
Sometimes dreams will be real,
others just fail.
And while you heal,
I'll be alone in my hell.