To a Sickness Im a victim, The symptoms i can't tame All the darkness that comes with it Has made me so ashamed I had no knowledge of being broken Except to feel i needed change For these choices Iv'e been making Are becoming much to grave
Now the madness is my medicine And i wrote myself the perscription Problem is im not a doctor MD is just my given name So all these pill's that iv'e been popping Have become the cause of all my conflict
Like all actions have reactions These pills they come with side-effects The euphoria's followed by paranoia How all pain associates pleasure Sleep has become impossible But im able to converse with devils
This sickness stole my freedom All my choices are influenced by addiction and when weighing out my options The Speed Demon's always winning