I don't think you kniw what it's really like to break
You say that's what you did, but I'd just call it being a *****.
Because breaking is when you can't resist the pull of your addiction to the blade,
And breaking is when you've held the pills to your lips and not even felt sorry.
Breaking is not needing to be alone,
Breaking is not a single panic attack.
I understand that life is ****,
But You haven't broken yet.