Our best gifts are given through our reactions in a hopeless or helpless situation. Our greatest ministering is done while we are caught in trying and harsh times. Our greatest purpose is created while our hearts are broken and in our fears and tears. For anyone can love Christ when he is blessing you with your whole heart desires. But true love comes all that we have and held dear has been strip away from us. When life has no meaning and death looks so welcoming to our weeping eyes sight. This is the true test and the moment on what will we do cling to Christ or push him away.