the blinds hang heavy transforming the room into a baroque style painting intense lights, intense darks and your features hard. you're angry at me because i didn't stay the night. you're angry at me because it was 3 in the morning and i wanted some place else to go. i carry my heels as i walk into the local truck stop big burly men fat like flies reek and stand in line with doritos. i want to hear your voice crackle over the pay phone. listen to your static lecture and i'll tell you i cut open my feet on some rocks and you'll hang up, and that would be my last quarter.