To the one who holds my cards in her hands
A queen with my heart on her sleeve
I know iv'e made plenty of mistakes
My councience is littered with shame
Iv'e always loved you, no matter what
Im not the judge
I love what your made of
all sugar no spice
and iv'e come to realize
That through an angels eyes
I was the devil
My skin was turned to the disguise
I hurt you, my son, and myself
No thoughts of compromise
My decisions were selfish, sick and twisted
Love sick but inexcusable
And could no longer go on for everyone
All the things i loved began killing me
and i learnt a lesson
There are no accidents
these mistakes were my blessings
You could have saved my life
Took this to open my eyes
Served some time, pondered my mind
The road i was on, was straight to the creator
So i write this letter to ask my forgivness
Startng with this christmas
With a clean slate
Leave the past to memories
Set goals for a futur
and make the present optmistic
So continues the story
Of the demon and angel
AMEN