The idea of sobriety used to be insanity Until they put me in a cage and threw away the key Locked up, i started coming down Rocket man, returning to reality No longer warping between space and time Just a bunch of time in a small space lost in history Started to realize i was my own worst enemy Unhappy with life,unsatisfied with my so called wife Began curing my symptoms artificially Making craters within me Running to nowhere Losing myself in a cloud of dust Forgetting what my life was all about Everything i knew was upside down My strengths became my weakness' and my weakness was so powerful making money from the poison, and ingesting it for free seemed so lucrative at the time being Money and drugs had abolished me Devoured by the incubus in my dreams totally discnnected from reality Hit rock bottom
What's lost can always be found Now rock bottom has become my new foundation barely living outside of memories I have a second chance at living Sobriety is no longer an idea, its a sensation Eating properly,becoming healthy, and getting stronger daily My nights belong to dreaming, no longer fiending My futur is no longer carved in stone Im regaining control and will leave my futur to the unknown