Help me understand

Why relationships are always birthed with complications ?

Why does blazing love blacken my dedication ?

How did love ignite me before my resignation ?

Our relationship was once a figment of my imagination

I grew accustomed to silent nights and isolation

I confessed to my lies and you gained new information

What's haunting me is that we've been here before ?

But I recall before , It was me who wanted more

My lies strangled your trust now our faith's on floor

Love's slipping through our fingers because we never moved forward

My trust is ****** up and your resentment stepped forward

The both of us are guarded but my walls seem lower

I say love you slower but my words are much colder

You say I love you too , but you wonder if I'm sure

You tell me all your secrets but I wonder if there's more

I love you for you but the world made you crazy

I can't stand to realize how the world hurt you baby

The world burned your soul and your spirit seems hazy

My minds out of whack and I've questioned God lately

I've been thinking like a man but reacting like a lady

what burned the most was when you said "I was hoping you can save me"

**** I wish you didn't hate me  

I do a good job of saying everything is gravy

I do a lot of thinking and my thoughts are driving me crazy

I've been thinking someone's there to replace me

To occupy your mind while I cause trouble on a daily

Weeks pass by

now it's over and you hate me

.....

To be continued

-Donkorfuad