Today all the silly thoughts arising in my brain,
Screaming loud that I am in vain,
Which breaks my soul again and again,
And I can’t even explain all my pain.
Just because this is my true love,
As pure as a flight of dove,
Should I continue my endless affection and care,
Even if I know in the end my heart will flair,
Or should I take a step back,
To pretend that my cares lack,
Lack all the elements which she need,
And make my soul an alligator’s feed,
If all the life I have to be alone,
Then why in everyone I see her clone,
She isn’t my destiny , I Know,
Then why is my heart seeing this show,
The scene in which we are together,
In an ordinary evening weather,
We both having passionate talk,
While having a road walk,
We r discussing our joys and sorrows,
And planning for our tomorrows,
But in reality its just a dream,
Which awakes me up every day with a scream,
A fear has developed in my heart,
That soon we will be apart,
Because she will get busy in her own ways,
And I will see some drowning days,
I see myself walking alone on the streets,
Just because of my heart which beats,
The days which will finally make me cry,
And if it becomes a reality I may die,
As my soul only prays for her,
Oh god, please make these fears blur,
I just want to be with her forever,
And i wish our memories will fade never.