Now i'm on my knees praying God help me, get me out of this rut that I've been living in for so long.  I can't help myself anymore.  I need your help.  I keep gong back to my old ways but this life i'm living ain't getting me nowhere.  When i stare in the mirror I don't see you.  I see the reflection of a broken man.  Hopeless, lifeless but it ain't enough to change.  The old ways are all I know.  I want to change but i don't know where to go.  I've been told to pray but I don't know what that is.  
What do I do?
Are you even listening?