Where are you?
My instincts say this body is untrue.
You left long ago they say,
then they scream run away!
I obey hesitantly,
keep my distance pleasantly.
Watch you implode from a distance,
your whole world shattered in an instance.
Girl after girl fades in and out,
they're all toys without a doubt.
I see your eyes begging for my affection,
Acting out only for a little attention.
Can't you see the drugs disappoint me?
I won't accept your pathetic apology.
I won't ever be yours again,
you abuse my trust so be gone!
Don't plague my ears with your misplaced blame,
I refuse to be a player in your little game,
I found another to love and love me in return.
I'm sorry if it makes your chest to burn,
but you'd best do the same,
Loving him isn't something I would feign.