A steady stream bellowing out my nose i wanted to play today sniveling staring at my toes why now must i feel so, voice hoarse cannot go cannot speak, cannot sleep, even force of will fails me. Stuck in bed enjoing a *** head eating at my brain as zombiesaurus might know, i too am going insane, crumbly delight, a ******* helps fight with crunchy grain ahd and aaaaand now i, sqhinting, can barely see. Even so i roll with it, my thoughts and me, we are desperation to derision, derivition a bit far the demons within trying to be free i sternly bar God help me, i'd feel good though if freely they'd be. Coughing hurts again, feels i'll never win, never win i say but through the delerium, i cut through a foggy bay whats this i see, mom with soup, i might survive i may warm feelings abound, a smile in my face, not the worst day.