I wake up and I feel sick, I feel like ick! The thought of licking ice cream doesn't seem pleasant right now. The thought of happiness hasn't been part of my vocabulary for a while. Maybe it was yesterday, so why do I feel like this today? I'm still not sure. When I am happy, I am happy. But today, I feel ******. I guess that will just be for today. Tomorrow will be tomorrow and I wont feel sick. At times, I don't know how I can function when I feel like this. I don't even know how on earth I even got through it. Any moment I might burst. Having thirst for water doesn't help. But today is today, and tomorrow is tomorrow, and I wont feel sick.