Time hasn't stood still here, I have; stopped mid-step. I'm a statue that gets climbed on by small children, quicker moving than the eyes of their parents. I am petrified like wood in permafrost. Forever here for thousands of years. Trapped within this moment. Always and forever about to commit some great crime, or to do some beautiful act of kindness. Always about to make a movement, but forever doing nothing. I'm reaching towards something that has long escaped me. Holding my hand out begging for it to return for it to nestle itself into my hand without the need to lean closer or grasp it. When will I learn the only thing left to collect while in this frozen state is bird crap?