I've laid and watched you say things
I don't know what your smiles mean
I get lost when you talk
Whole years gone by
Yet our conversations still lack something
I don't understand your hesitance
To acknowledge what words I've said
To agree or disagree with them
Is all I've ever asked
I've never had my heart broken
Only my ego stroked and then shot down
But I suppose the hurt
Could be the same
All end with you playing games
A better friend I could have been
A friend at all I guess
What you consider me to be I cannot tell
Such is my everlasting hell