These promises you say ring through my ear every time I think of how insecure I am whenever they're not kept. Forgetting everything that led me to believe how feelings are a method of self destruct. Believing that I am ready to fake more feelings, like loving myself, but even worse, loving you more than I love myself. It is not something I'm saying to make you hate me, I've pushed many like you away. But there's something about your words that seem so pure and genuine which lead me to wishing I deserved the attention you're offering.