I'm not giving up. I promise. I am still yours. I'm just a little bit lost. Don't hate me, girlie. I love you. I really do. I'm just lost. One day you will read this. And you will hate me for what I'm doing. But what do you expect? I'm shutting down. I'm breaking. The term from the inside out makes sense. My heart shattered. Now my entire life is. You made me happy. I'm just trying to substitute it. ANNA YOU CANNOT JUDGE ME FOR THIS. ASHLEY AND AMBER. ASHLEY AND AMBER. WE WERE STILL TOGETHER THEN. YOU ARE GONE NOW. SO WHY SHOULD I FEEL SO BAD ABOUT THIS? ABOUT DOING NOTHING?