My World Slowly descending into chaos Churning Like a storm at sea Throwing overboard all That remains Drenching the decks Of hope love and faith Scarring and abounding Without gratuition Falling into instant remorse Knowing the no But always relying on selfishness To say yes No turning back no turning Back to where it began Make it stop Heel The tracks have gone rusty And will derail all who cross Those who love and loved Over the edge Beyond repair It's done, its done The world has fallen apart My world It has relinquished forever No hope of repair for Love does not forgive Nor forget It's time to move on The hands are ticking, ticking Ticking by the hours Wishing for another To understand the situation To demand the same attention Another that knows how To tape a broken world as whole again Shattered glass no longer the ruins The pieces of a part That never really belonged That were outcast Placeless, homeless beings Among them Another person Just one One that knows understands feels The sailor of the churning seas To save the wreckage To sail back on the seas Of blood that race through veins Agitated by the second long process Initiated by the beating Stumbling Confused matter known often As the heart The soul So broken you wonder Is it gone With nothing left the remorse Fades into the blackened night Turns all beauty into concrete To be torn up By those passing obliviously above Unending torture that has been declassified No longer a form of abuse Just another day One more longing for freedom And to take to the skies To be free of regret The time is up to be repaid, The Time. Is. Up.