As the story begins he wasn't in love with me. feeling very small and insignificant as a humanly as can I possibly feel.
How it can ache in places that you never knew had inside you. It doesn't mater how many glasses of wine you drink with your girlfriends
You still going over every detail wondering what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood and what in the world what was I thinking of
For that brief moment I cant believe I was that happy and the worst of it all you convince yourself he will see my beautiful soul and show up at my door
After all that he makes the decission to move on to someone new. for that split second he makes you feel worth while all over again
then you try to pick up the little pieces of your soul hoping they will come flying back to make you feel good and come alive.
you still end up going to bed going over every moment of your life that you have wasted then the picture eventually begins to fade.