Everyone disappears,
They leave me all alone,
She faded underneath the wooden toy boat,
dragged under by the fury of rampaging little boys,
I searched and searched,
but never again found her,
Than a new friend finally came along,
but because of me she faded away into a new group of friends,
forever disappearing from my sight,
I cower in the corner of loneliness,
walking the path of the ignored and forgotten,
A new group of friends soon faded into black,
once i found out their true schemes,
My first crush disappeared because of distance,
as a stranger whose name and location hasn't been noted,
My first mom faded after she realized she never wanted me,
My dad disappeared after knowing his mistake by creating me,
A monster my family made,
Who watches as everyone fades during the sunset,
My sister swears she'll disappear on her 15th  birthday,
all because of hatred I deserved,
in the summer of fifth grade I met a girl who intrigued me,
after we had became best friends,
she never wanted much to do with me,
and I was tagged as a back-up friend,
we knew a lot about each other,
and she was the truest friend I've ever had,
she moved to a different school,
disappearing on me like everyone,
only to come back a year later,
but in my mind she's the ghost of some one I miss,
and no longer who I knew,
but a newer version.
Even in a crowd,
I am a lonely person,
who misses many,
and can talk to few,
Everyone will just disappear,
fading away,
day after day