You're naked in my bed and I'm moving through my own veins Feeling things that you're unaware my body has forgotten how to feel Things that tucked themselves in the corners of my childhood bedroom And hid behind a wall of blue-eyed insecure snapshots, hung by string And laced so tightly it's been suffocating the air of out my heart
I'm so sorry that my whole life seizes when your hands are on me And that my heart breaks when they're on someone else Because we have made a mess out of the stickiness of my love And you have made a mess out of me Now scattered across these ivory sheets like little grains of sand that scratch my skin at night Like legs sprawled across yours, and mouths that don't deserve the taste of each other
Your fingers are tracing out words, I can feel it But I just can't feel what they are If they're promises, apologies, endearments Or option D) All of the above
So I'll just let you watch me and imagine your teeth on my collarbones While my innocence takes the trust fall into the openness of your sad eyes And part of me will pity you because you're naked on my bed and I'm miles away Searching for my naivety in between words I can't make out Sitting on the tip of your tongue and holding me Because you're naked And I think I love you