it was not yet an idea the timid had to put the helpless all in one place. the thirteen year person was not yet. I wanted a water fountain for the person and I wanted it to know a female by her fingertips. that’s what I wanted bro. brother became toy for toying. he was molested but said it went away. my father was still many colored. I couldn’t look his way without falsely moving. I loved that like I love this: the true simpleton sets his own house on fire to confuse the devil. the graduate sets himself.