Twenty one years have passed and I still can't figure it out
I used to wake up with a fresh smile to understand the world that I'm living
But I ended up waking up with the smell of death
I failed you my young soul to understand the world
I failed to be there
I failed to be what I should be
I failed to know
But what scares me the most is that I no longer care to know.. I no longer seek answers..
I smell of death
I smell of death
I ache.
I ache.
To die.
Sun down
I can't figure it out
I ache every night to burn the skin
I close my eyes to feel it
I see blood I smell guilt
I crave death I crave pain
I wake up with scars and messed up thoughts
And then I'm empty
And then I'm numb
And then I'm dry
I breathe dust
I taste dirt
I'm restless
I'm aimless
Thirsty to suffer