Mirror, in front of me tell me something that I don't know. Anything, anything at all will do at this point. Mirror, show me something that I can't see with my own naive and sheltered eyes. That I search for, that I'm searching for so desperately. I know you can't answer me. Your lips can only form the words that my lips do and you can only give me the same desperate and paining look I'm giving you right now.
I've been told I'm my own worst enemy and maybe that's what I came here to resolve. I've learned that every high and low expectation that I have set for myself can only be achieved by me and I'm the only one stepping on my own coat tail.
I may claim to be broken winged but the truth is my wings aren't broken, I'm just to afraid to use them. But I think it might be time that I untether myself and untie the knots that I have tied so tightly around me, and I set my self free.