I’m the Red Velvet Devil camouflaged in a plastic cup I don’t have you yet, Aah, but the hooks aren’t set I’m cheaper than “junk” and it’s only thirteen bucks Just give me a month and I’ll be all you have
Ooh, I got you now; you feel my cold fingers in your back I’ve only just begun to rip your soul out – intact It’s been one year and you are my infernal ***** I've eaten your smile, your kids, your girl, money and more
You’re a shadow of your walking skin suit and you’re not aware That my barbed noose tightens every time you try to care You no longer laugh as I grin back from my deep dark pit Why don’t you die, Scott? It’s so much better than what you’ve got
Year number three and all you have is enemies No one believes you and they certainly don’t care Your whole life is a lie; your spine is a broken bone I’m the Red Velvet Devil they call methadone
You’re my pitiful meat puppet and you no longer care I’m so achingly happy; my cloven hooves click the air My grip attached at your spine, with my rotting kiss you crumble inside You don’t have anything, so get the gun or razor; I want to see you die
It’s the fourth and final year, I watch you as my demons near They writhe and snap their hungry jaws and you cop your nod – insincere Your pulse beats to my oily black heart inside You’re a sorry, cheap trick that I’ve ***** many times
I see you stumble and cry as you rot inside- why? You should be grateful; I’m the reason you dine with swine “The sow is mine!” I rage to your empty God The end is near so all you hear is the demons flaying you alive
No breath in your lungs, or blood in your heart You’re numb as an ice storm as I’m tearing you apart Your life is a lie; your spine is a broken bone It’s sooo nice to meet you; I’m the Red Velvet Devil they call methadone
I was on 136 mgs of methadone daily for 4 years and I kicked cold turkey a month ago. I'm so grateful to be alive! Any one who needs to talk or needs help I am here! gothtx74@gmail.com or Scott Shealy on facebook.....god bless us survivors of this awful drug!